Time Travel: My 36 Years (1971-2007)

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I just, can not control myself; because my life is a failure, I did not struggle, but it is all in vain. Now, I have nothing, I am left, I am left.

  1. Lu Wenjin said: "Of course I have thought about it, but the problem is that if there is no understanding between husband and wife, it is not the closest person.". I know very well that in the whole Jia'an, there are few people who can really believe in me, and it can even be said that there is no second one except you. Do you think Liu Yi will believe me? Not at all. It's just that he is very loyal, that is, he is very loyal. In his mind, I have been his eldest brother, so no matter who I am, he will not ignore me. He has the same feelings for you. Lu Wenjin said that I was the only one in Jia'an who believed him, which may be true. But I was afraid of this "high reputation" for several days. I always ask myself whether I am making a huge mistake. When almost everyone believes the facts clearly in front of me, why do I think there must be another "truth", and that "truth" can completely wash away the sewage on Lu Wenjin and return his original innocence. What is my basis? I thought about it over and over, and I couldn't sleep all night, and finally I figured out that I did have a basis, and my "basis" was my intuition. I have never missed the "great event", as if there is a mysterious giant hand in the dark, guiding the direction of my life at any time and anywhere; or there is an unknown spiritual factor in the dark, manipulating my thinking imperceptibly. I want to understand, in fact, I am still confused as always. One of the philosophies I want to "understand" is to let nature take its course. Lu Wenjin added: "I can understand Wei Shuyu's idea, so whether she agrees or not, I insist on divorce.". And I went to see her again yesterday and made it clear to her. In the final analysis,stainless tile trim, I am sorry for her, so after the divorce, I do not want anything, the house, furniture, savings, everything belongs to her. It's not my affectation, but I don't need it anymore. I'm alone in Shenzhen. I have a room and a bed,stainless steel edge trim, and I have everything. She doesn't agree to divorce now, and I naturally don't force her. I have written a divorce agreement, and I have signed it. If she doesn't want it, just put it here first. When she thinks the time is right, give me a message, and I'll come back and go through the formalities with her. Lu Wenjin said, took out the printed divorce agreement in duplicate and handed it to me. I looked at it briefly and found that the reasons for divorce listed above were very sufficient, because the man was mentally ill and concealed his medical history from the woman. All the faults were on the man's side. The man voluntarily divorced the woman and left all the family property to the woman in order to make up for it. I folded the agreement, put it in my handbag, and asked, "When are you going to leave?" I'm leaving tonight. Liu Yi went with me to help me get familiar with it, and then when he came back, I stayed there permanently. Wei Shuyu is here, please take care of her. Although she is older than you, you are much more mature and sophisticated than her. I suddenly asked him, "When you first got along with Wei Shuyu, aluminium edge trim ,china tile trim, did you ever think that there would be today?" Seeing that Lu Wenjin's expression became extremely embarrassed, I quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked that." It's all right. It's my fault to marry Wei Shuyu and marry her. It's the biggest mistake I've made in my life. But I really did not expect to have today, this is not my intention, but God's will. God's will is hard to disobey. In fact, I probably shouldn't care about this matter. Because if you insist on divorce, it may be the second big mistake you make. You always say that Wei Shuyu doesn't believe you and doesn't understand you. Maybe it turns out that you don't understand Wei Shuyu. At that time, it was too late for you to regret. Lu Wenjin shook his head slowly: "Zihua, I have lived with Wei Shuyu for seven years.". I know her better than anyone. She is usually good, that's because she didn't meet the key thing, the key time. Of course, everything is my fault, so I can't be too hard on her. But I have to tell you the truth. I thought from the beginning that she was different from you. Once I leave, I don't know when I can come back. Zihua, you believe me, there is nothing in Jia'an that will make me nostalgic, except, except you. Speaking of this, Lu Wenjin's eyes suddenly turned red. I was startled and suddenly felt that we could not go on talking. I got up quickly, without looking at him, and said hurriedly, "No, I have to go. I forgot that I have something to do with the unit." Then he grabbed his handbag and left. Wait a minute Lu Wenjin grabbed my arm with a gaffe. I instinctively twisted my body. Lu Wenjin quickly released his hand. He said hurriedly, "Zihua, I'm leaving anyway. Can you let me say a few more words?"? To tell you Zihua, I have been living too hard and not easy for more than ten years. However, I have never shed tears, really never, the only exception is that I cried in front of you. I do not know why, I just, can not control myself; because my life is a failure, I did not struggle, but it is all in vain. Now, I have nothing, I am left, I am left. I know I shouldn't think about it, what am I, but I can't help it. Zihua, you believe me, no matter where I go, no matter what I do, whether I go to the ends of the earth or experience the end of the world, I will never forget you, forget you, forget you.. I didn't dare to listen any more. I opened the door and rushed out. I have a feeling that when I rushed down the stairs and ran into the street, Lu Wenjin was crying on the table. I can't see him with my eyes, but I feel him in my heart. Looking at the leaves of the Chinese parasol tree falling in the autumn rain in the street, I have mixed feelings in my heart, and there is a faint pain. I know what Lu Wenjin is thinking, but I don't have "that" feeling for Lu Wenjin. My "feeling" for him is more like a hazy "family affection". I don't know how I can have such a strange feeling. Chapter 39 Sunflower No.1. I was looking at the roadside in the north courtyard of the city government. A Santana stopped not far in front of me. Yan Zhiwei poked her head out of the window and called me: "Zihua,aluminum tile edge trim, what are you looking at?" I hurried over and said, "Sister Yan, why is your yard in such a mess? Where is the upstairs of the Agricultural Committee? I can't find it." 。 jecatrims.com
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